I’ll call you, maybe Wednesday, 28 May, 2008

Ah right, mid-week. Having spent the past two days sulking over a non-deserving guy, today I am back to almost my usual-self. That it’s not to say I am 100% back but I am getting there. Can’t deny that my thoughts are still up there, flying over my head…I have come to the conclusion that nobody deserves all this attention. How is that for a pick-me-up. Worked all morning, catching up with emails, sending out contracts and pushing thoughts out of my skull. Now I am ready to go to the gym. Haven’t been for more than 24hrs and it’s not right, just not right. Just one question to the guys out there: why the hell do you always promise to keep in touch when you know from the start that you are not going to? Isn’t easier to say that actually you’ll never call, that you could keep in touch from time to time if you have a spare moment and that’s it? I mean, that is actually it? You know the line you use: ‘it’s complicated’ really doesn’t wash with me, I am sorry. I read this as ‘I am with another woman but I am so coward, I don’t want to tell you.’ It’s OK to be honest, you know. If I am wrong, I am wrong, just tell me. Ah, you see. I need to go to the gym and get rid of all frustrations. Clearly I am not 100% yet. Maybe it’s a full moon, is there a full moon, I don’t know. Bear with me on this one, please. It’s just a phase. I hope it won’t last that long. You know what I miss the most? The good laughs. This is totally ridiculous. As if you could base anything on a good laugh alone. Right, stopping right here right now and going to the gym before I write more stupid thoughts.